If life occupies the first place in the
hierarchy of lies, love comes immediately afterward, lie within the
lie. Expression of our hybrid position, love is surrounded by an
apparatus of beatitudes and torments thanks to which we find in someone a
substitute for ourselves. By what hoax do two eyes turn us away from
our solitude? Is there any failure more humiliating for the mind? Love
lulls knowledge; wakened, knowledge kills love. Unreality cannot triumph
indefinitely, even disguised in the appearances of the most exalting
lie. And moreover who would have an illusion solid enough to find in the
other what he has vainly sought in himself? Would a furnace of guts
afford what the whole universe could not give us? And yet this is the
actual basis of this common, and supernatural, anomaly: to solve à deux
rather, to suspend—all enigmas; by means of an imposture, to forget that
fiction in which life is steeped; by a double murmur to fill the
general vacuity; and—parody of ecstasy—to drown oneself at last in the
sweat of some accomplice or other. . . .
Cioran, A Short History of Decay
translation: Richard Howard
p. 56
Existence - system of null-functions activated into partial non-nullity by ignorance.
The Void, of which it cannot be said that it is or is not, nor that it has consciousness or has none, while it denies absoluteness to any experiential value (alike to being and to consciousness) cannot be identified. And that is the doctrine of not-self (anatta) as I see it in one aspect at present. This voidness cannot be “is-ed” and so introduced into the worldly scheme, except as the denial of absoluteness of all particular values. It has no more effect on ordinary life than the theory of relativity. But just as that theory completely alters calculation of enormous speeds, so, as I see it, this void-element completely alters calculations of extraordinary situations, of death (as killing, suicide or the partner of old age). N.T
Monday, December 21, 2015
If life occupies the first place in the hierarchy of lies, love comes immediately afterward, lie within the lie
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